I am Saleem . I am 18 years old and live in Saudi Arabi.I am born of a muslim family .I am originally Pakistani National.and live here with my family. Brother My father married thrice and I am of second and I have 1 brother and 2 sisters all elder then me. I am the youngest.Brother my own Mother passed away (died)when I was about 4 years old .Since then I never discovered the Love of my parents.My father drove me out of my house 2 years back and now I am living with my eldest sister who is married here. Brother I was taught all the Muslim rituals and rules of reading Quran and other books of Muslim. I hae been very very faithfull to Allah(Jehova).I always went for praying in the mosque almost all 5 times prayer.I had great intrest in studying Quran in deep.Brother I have been reading Quran since I was 11 .I always wondered when I read the story of a prophet of God called Jesus according toi Islam.I wanted to know him more and more. I never got the satisfying answer.Then I was told by a friend that Christians worship Jesus and call him Son of God and even though I read about this in Quran as Blasphemy agaist God.I asked one of my friend who was Christian to have a Bible to read.But at first he refused and told that we are afraid to propagate our religion in this country as this is a Muslim country. After many requests he gave me the Bible to read and return him .I entruted him that no one will know that I have the Bible and I use it.Brother then I started reading everday and was more intrusted in reading it then Quran.After many days once I was praying in the Mosque area. I saw a form of Jesus on the ground where Muslims prostrate their foreheads. I wondered what and why this happened me so.I could not get the answer.Every time I started thinking about Jesus. Again and oftenly I started seeing Jesus on the floor of the mosque (prostrating area) I wanted that form to talk to me and tell me who really is he? Islam says he was a prophet and Messiah of God and Jews reject him as their Messiah. Whom shall I believe. Again and again the forms of Jesus came everytime before me. I asked my friend to get me his Bible for few more days. Somehow my father came to know that Saleem is reading the Bible .He told me do not be interested in Christianity and go for every 5 times prayer in the mosque. I had to do so. Once my Uncle brother of my father asked me what is this talk going on about you that you are interested inb Christianity .He asked me do you want to become Christian I told him Yes I want to.He strated laughing and said he never saw Muslim getting converted into Chritistianity rather themn Islam.I kept quite .When father came and my uncle told him all the things he asked me .my father then became more strict towards me. He on the other day went to my frined who gave me the Bible to read and told them that you have spoiled a muslim child .We can complian in Muslim center for this crime.They said we do not know anything about this .My father left me there and went and warned them that tell my son not to get in Christianity.They also told me the same(my friends). I have been since that day not looked after by any means by my father .Every body treated me as casted out of the family.When my sister brought me to her house I became more eager to know about Jesus so at last I gae my self to jesus and still no one knows that I am realy converted . I need your help brother.Brother Please write me back soon! Thanking you, In Jesus , Saleem