My name is Rashid. I was a commander of a fanatic movement, who was planning either convert back or wipe out Muslim converts to Christianity in India and other Asian countries. Some of our operations were great success.
We came to know about Pastor Paul Ciniraj, a former Muslim and the group of his ministries boldly evangelizing people, especially Muslims. So we wanted to give him a big shock by destroying his family and wanted to bring him back to Islam as a good weapon against Christianity. And I voluntarily took the leadership of a group for the operation.
We attacked them several times. Miraculously they escaped. Once we went with a plan to kill him at night. But we saw there were a number of gunmen around his house. Another time they were in a terrible hunger. From the school going children we know they ate nothing. Children became very week. We send a woman with some adulterous fast food. But on the way a dog has bitten the woman, she injured seriously and could not give fast food to the children.
Another time we send another woman with poisonous chocolate to give his children. We thought his children would die because of chocolate. His boys survived; but we saw his daughter was sinking towards death.
I was watching with two others with an ambulance nearby the hospital to see his daughter’s death. Our plan was to kidnap the dead body along with his family in our ambulance. But I saw a ball of light came down from the sky and stood over the room where his daughter was lying unconscious. I saw a hand came out from the ball and stood his daughter up. There was a hole in the middle of that hand and the blood was flowing down. I felt giddiness and fallen down. My friends moved me from there at once.
After that I could not sleep. Whenever I was feeling sleepy, at once I was seeing that particular hand which flows blood through a hole. Next night I saw a shadow of a human face appeared behind the hand and asked me that why was I nailing him?
I lost my peace. I was afraid to say it to my friends; because they would suspect me and I would be killed.
I approached Pastor Paul Ciniraj with a great burden. I shared everything to him. I thought he would hand over me to the police. But he embraced me with tears. He said, “When I was an enemy of Jesus Christ, He loved me; He crucified, rose from dead and gave me His life for me. In His love I have to love you, because Christ loves you. I believe Jesus Christ Himself brought you here to share this love and salvation”.
“Jesus is the prince of peace; And He gives you peace. Accept Him as your Savior”, again Pastor said.
I accepted Lord Jesus as my personal saviour, taken baptism, received the gifts of the Holy Spirit and doing evangelization works at the underground church of Paul Ciniraj Ministries